The 10th of April...
I don't feel... no scratch that..
I DON'T WANT that damn day to come...
ear-aching lectures...
hmm... Wish me luck
Tuesday, March 30, 2010
Monday, March 29, 2010
Happy Birthday!
Happy Birthday dear
Hope you like your present...
May God bless you muaxxx...
I love you
I hope you can keep that promise of yours!
hehe...
Thursday, March 18, 2010
Wednesday, March 17, 2010
I'm going crazy!
Why... Why must this happen?
Argh!!! I don't want to doubt you..
Seriously I don't.
But there's something in my mind,
telling me not to trust you anymore.
I know you having nothing to hide
but there's something in me that makes me doubt you..
Why? Why oh why does this happen to me?
Argh!!! I don't want to doubt you..
Seriously I don't.
But there's something in my mind,
telling me not to trust you anymore.
I know you having nothing to hide
but there's something in me that makes me doubt you..
Why? Why oh why does this happen to me?
Sunday, March 14, 2010
I've been so rude to my mom and my sister lately.
I don't know why.
Maybe it's because of my period?
Ha ha yeah right...
hormones flying all over the place? lol...
Maybe it's because of my age.
I'm 17 now and it's my last year for highschool.
I guess I just want attention before I lose it.
I just want to be scolded as much as I can get
sounds crazy? Yes but that's because I want to remember them.
I know it's stupid that I have to hurt them just to remember them.
But when you think about it,
it's easier for you to remember the awful memories you've experienced
rather than the sweet memories you'd love cherish in your hearts.
Weird? I don't know but what I know is that we should always keep
all the memories we have in us. Bad or good, it will always remind you
of those whom you love.
Even though it's a heartbreaking memory of an old boyfriend/girlfriend,
it doesn't hurt to just remember the fun times you had together.
No matter how bad that significant other was to you,
he/she would always be that person that once made you smile, laugh, cry and so on.
The memories of the sacrifices you've made will remind you
that you're not the worst person on earth because you've
sacrificed for others before.
Memories are sweet. Good or bad there's no difference.
You'll learn from both of them anyway.
You may repeat your mistakes but it's never too late for a change.
Others may not forgive you but it doesn't hurt to compromise. ^_^
I don't know why.
Maybe it's because of my period?
Ha ha yeah right...
hormones flying all over the place? lol...
Maybe it's because of my age.
I'm 17 now and it's my last year for highschool.
I guess I just want attention before I lose it.
I just want to be scolded as much as I can get
sounds crazy? Yes but that's because I want to remember them.
I know it's stupid that I have to hurt them just to remember them.
But when you think about it,
it's easier for you to remember the awful memories you've experienced
rather than the sweet memories you'd love cherish in your hearts.
Weird? I don't know but what I know is that we should always keep
all the memories we have in us. Bad or good, it will always remind you
of those whom you love.
Even though it's a heartbreaking memory of an old boyfriend/girlfriend,
it doesn't hurt to just remember the fun times you had together.
No matter how bad that significant other was to you,
he/she would always be that person that once made you smile, laugh, cry and so on.
The memories of the sacrifices you've made will remind you
that you're not the worst person on earth because you've
sacrificed for others before.
Memories are sweet. Good or bad there's no difference.
You'll learn from both of them anyway.
You may repeat your mistakes but it's never too late for a change.
Others may not forgive you but it doesn't hurt to compromise. ^_^
Je t'aime très cher. Peu importe combien de douleur nous avons eue ensemble
Monday, March 8, 2010
History... history... HISTORY!!!
People say that subject bores you to death.
Actually it KILLS you to death by making you
memorize all those leaders, years, agreements and what not.
It's such a torture to memorize them man!
Tomorrow's the paper and I have no idea how to put all
of those in my head!
I know one thing for sure though.
I should get my hands off this laptop.
But I can't cause I'm addicted to it.
Especially this game Wake the royalty
Actually it KILLS you to death by making you
memorize all those leaders, years, agreements and what not.
It's such a torture to memorize them man!
Tomorrow's the paper and I have no idea how to put all
of those in my head!
I know one thing for sure though.
I should get my hands off this laptop.
But I can't cause I'm addicted to it.
Especially this game Wake the royalty
Sunday, March 7, 2010
Just kill me
I give up.
Seriously.
I'm going through hell everyday.
Facing crap pretending to be strong
just to survive a hell hole.
Why am I even here.
I should have moved when I got the chance to.
It's no fun anymore.
Obviously I'm alienated from everything thanks to myself.
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