that mistake I did was the worse I've done ever.
now it's no longer the same.
we're not as close as we use to be.
it feels like our friendship has ended just like that.
I know why you're mad at me.
I 'm sorry for what I did.
I'm the worse friend ever.
maybe we should just end this friendship.
maybe it ended but I pretend that it's still fine.
if you can't stand being my friend anymore you can just tell me.
I'll just accept it and try my very best to stay strong.
our friendship was the only thing that kept me strong here.
thanks for everything bukit :)

you should have told me from the beginning =_='

if you didn't want me to meet my friend(who happens to be a guy)

I get what you're trying to do but

you said it was okay at first

and now you're telling me there's no need to do such?

I'm annoyed =_="

but I'll compromise

being caught in between isn't fun :(

crap I really didn't want to hurt that guy!
shit I hate this situation :(
I don't want to throw away my boyfriend of 3 years
just for the sake of a guy whom I met and known for only 3 months!
he's not worth to ruin my relationship.
I don't even have the same feelings for him.
why must this crap happen to me :(
I hate it when things like this happen
there's always someone with a broken heart
I'm sorry but I can't ruin what I have
gah! I hope he would still accept me as a friend :(
I loved being friends with him
why must that feeling appear and ruin our friendship?
I love him as a friend and nothing more.
there's only one person I love(other than God, my family and friends) and that would be my boyfriend


=_=" I sound creepy now. got to go bye!

PDA

I hate PDA!
Holding hands is fine but kissing each other's faces is *bluek*
if you're good looking I can accept (I'm so bad =P)
I don't even think you're M'sian...
What the hell?
you guys make me puke seriously!
so love each other...
Don't need to freaking show the whole world!
if you enjoy that so much, why don't you just have sex right on that spot?
I have to bare my eyes whenever I'm the door person...
go get a room people!
your PDA makes me puke so bad that blood comes out!
keep in mind that it's your work place and not your playroom!

wee~

I just feel so happy that I got to spend my birthday with you =D

goodbyes

hmm let me see... what's with the title? well, now that I'm no longer in school...
I barely get to hangout with my friends like we used to...
everyone is busy with their own lives...
soon, we'll be exchanging real, life changing goodbyes with each other...
tears may not roll down our cheeks as much as the pain we're suffering
because we want to hold them back so it wouldn't be hard...
the real goodbyes in our lives is during someone's death, to a friend or family that's moving far away and may not be able to come back, lastly to a former lover whom we hope that we will never meet unless he/she is The One...
separation is what leads to goodbyes and from those goodbyes, tears roll down our cheeks no matter how hard we hold it...