So I was blog surfing and...

I read Lynet's blog and ended up in another blog
that belonged to her and my boo's friend...
(I feel like a stalker for doing that... sorry you two :(...)
well anyway... I was reading her post about her friends
(the reason was I saw his pic in it xp)
and when I read his part, it made me smile...
it made me realize that no matter how much pain
I've been through with him, he would always be there for me ^_^
(I don't even know if that had anything with the post but it's something like that I guess)
but I'm a devastated that a lot of fights and problems came up
between my friends and I throughout this relationship...
It ended with awkwardness between each and long silence...
I miss my friends so much but there's nothing I can do now
to get the bond we had back...
Sometimes I wonder if I made the right choice..
Whether I really want this or not...
Or should I change this...
I'm so confused now...
It's all such a blurr to me...



*Sorry Lynet and Yoyo for stalking....
I really am sorry for doing that :(
sorry....